wibbly wobbly timey wimey indescribable moods


Assalamu'alaikum... 
Welcome to another gajelas post proudly present by me


Bye y'all,  i'm going on an adventure


obliviate to you all, forget me yaa


i love mundane life, but without those embarrassing moments


me, after i said or done inappropriate things a.k.a most of the time because i can't control my own-self. my bad :'(

I still love myself tho
I am actually quite happy irl hehe
But, sometimes i just want to rant and complain and be miserable. Biar drama gitu hidupnya hehe

May Allah's blessing always be with me. Aamiin
I love me 1000 mg of vitamin C
Self-love is important

Ty. Syukron. Jazakumullah.
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Memori Tengah Tahun 2019









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another mood compilation

sleep is remedy

dapet ilmunya dari youtube

i'm weak

pintunya dah rusak kali

makanya akalnya dipake kalo pas ngambil keputusan :') 

when life as human feels so hard

Sleep feels so heavenly when you have lots of things to do

Capitalism at its best

You only die once, forever in akhirah :) 

keep growing :)

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Homeschooling VS Formal School


Education is one of the most important things that parents have to prepare for their children. Of course, they want to make sure that their children have the best education possible. Choosing between sending their children to formal school or for them to be homeschooled are the choices that parents can make for their children education. There are a lot of factors that parents should consider before choosing which education system is the best. Some of those factors are budget, environment, way of learning, flexibility, safety, and the result after the children finished their education.

Education is not free, there is some cost associated with it. Parents have to do budgeting to calculate how much money they have to spend for their children education, so they can have a saving plan dedicated for it. Formal school usually cost less than homeschooling, even in Indonesia it is getting funded by the government program called Bantuan Operasional Sekolah (BOS). In other hand, homeschooling usually cost more money because parents have to buy the supplies needed for their children learning tools like whiteboard, books, globe, markers, and other things that they may have need. They also have to pay for a private teacher to teach their children at home. If they want to cut budget, they can teach their children by themself, but it needs more effort and may cost their time to work.

Formal school and homeschooling have a whole different environment. In formal school, the children are in a classroom with at least 20 other children. They have to interact with diverse people, so they will learn how to socialize with others. In homeschooling system, the children usually learn at their own home, alone or with their siblings. They only have to interact with their family member or the private teacher, so they tend to be anti social. But, there is a method called community homeschooling where the children can learn in a small group like in Homeschooling by Kak Seto (HSKS), so they still can interact with other people outside their family.

Every child has their own best way of learning, they have different potential, different talent, and different interest. Formal school does not think that way, it treats every child equally. Formal school has a fixed curriculum that all of the students have to follow. They have to learn all the subjects in the curriculum. Some children may be ahead of the other children and some may be get lost or left behind because they can not catch up with the subjects. Homeschooling is a whole different way of learning. The children are able to learn at their own pace and use the most suitable learning technique for them. Parents can discuss with the private teacher to find or arrange a curriculum plan that works best for their children, so it can fit their potential, talent, and interest really well.

In terms of flexibility, homeschooling is so much more flexible than formal school. The children can learn any where and any time according to their mood. They do not have to follow schedule because they are the only student, so they can discuss with their private teacher, where or when they want to learn. Meanwhile, formal school has a fixed schedule that the students have to follow. If they are coming late to school, sometimes they will get punishment or the teacher will not allow them to enter the classroom until the next session, so they will learn to be discipline. Usually, they have to learn in the same classroom for a year and they will move to another classroom when they are going to a higher grade.

Of course, parents want to ensure that their children are safe every time and everywhere. In formal school, parents can not protect their children from all the bad influences like drugs, alcohol, porn, violence, bully, and other bad influences. Parents may have a full protection when their children are at home, they may prohibit their children to watch adult program in television or teach their child to be a good person. But, that is not always the case with other children parents. They may not really aware to their children behaviour or what their children watch on television. This children who are not raised well by their parent can be a bad influence to other children. Homeschooling can keep  the children away from those bad influences that may happen in formal school. Parents can always monitor their children and give a full protection if their children are being homeschooled. Also, for children with special needs like children with autism, disability, or other disorders, they may find it easier and safer to learn in a familiar surroundings.

As we know, for applying to college or job, it is required for the applicant to have a diploma. The children who attend formal school will surely get diploma when they finished their study. But, for the children who are being homeschooled, they have to join a program called Paket A, B, and C to get a certificate that equivalent with diploma according to Permendikbud No. 129, 2014. Diploma is really important if the children want to work on public sector like police and soldier. But, if they want to pursue career that more about skills and does not really require diploma like entrepreneur and painter, homeschooling is enough without joining the Paket program.

Parents have to consider all of those factors to make sure that their children get the best possible education that can support their future and potential to the fullest. Homeschooling or formal school, it is all according to the children needs and the parents capability.




Sources :




https://www.kompasiana.com/hapsariidewi/59272ce76423bdcf2d8bc469/sekolah-formal-vs-home-schooling?page=all retrieved May 24, 2019

P.S.
I wrote this for my english class. Hope this can help other students who get the same topic as me. The grammar is not on point, but who cares (beside the teacher of course hehe)
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current mood - can relate :')


aku ketika ditanya apa aja yang udah dipelajarin pas kuliah

kamu ga punya temen ya? 

pengen nangis saat ngerasa bodoh banget karena ngga bisa ngerjain tugas dari dosen

aku abis marah marah sama temen kelompok karena ngga respon pas diajak ngerjain tugas

iya, aku kadang jahat grgr u annoying sangat

ketika harus belajar UAS pas syawal, mending silaturahmi aja yg jelas dapat pahalanya

aku memotivasi diri untuk jujur dan tidak mencontek saat ujian

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Ramadhan 1440 H


I just wanna say sorry for every wrong things
that i've done to every human being on earth

Sorry for being annoying
Sorry for being clumsy
Sorry for being loud
Sorry for being quiet 
Sorry for being rude
Sorry for being selfish
Sorry for being awkward
Sorry for being troublesome

Sorry if i ever ignored you
Sorry if i ever offended you
Sorry if i talk bad about you
Sorry if i ever break your heart

Sorry for some small or big lies that i've told you
Sorry for any inconveniences caused by me

I sincerely apologize for every bad things that i've done

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OVRWHLM



Feeling super overwhelmed by everything
Banyak banget yang harus aku lakuin
Banyak banget yang harus aku pelajari
Banyak banget yang harus aku benahi

Satu masalah selesai, datang masalah lain
Ya namanya juga hidup sih ya
Kadang ngerasa nggak optimal pas ngerjain sesuatu
Terus kepikiran, andai ini atau andai gitu
Tapi semakin dipikir malah semakin bikin pusing

Kadang pengen kembali ke masa lalu, fixing every stupid things that i did yesterday
Tapi ya emang nggak bisa, aku bukan Dr. Who yang punya T.A.R.D.I.S atau Harry yang punya Time-Turner
Jadi ya ngikut kata Queen Elsa aja buat Let it go soalnya I can’t hold it back anymore

Aku percaya bahwa setelah kesulitan ada kemudahan seperti firman Allah di surat Al-Insyirah ayat 5
Inget juga kisah raja yang yang punya ukiran tulisan “This too shall pass” di cincin yang selalu dia pakai
Tiap ada kesulitan / masalah sebesar apapun tetep inget bahwa masalah tersebut akan berlalu, jadi nggak overthinking
Tiap dapat kebahagiaan juga inget bahwa kebahagiaan itu juga pasti akan berlalu, jadi nggak overexcited juga

Tenang rasanya hidup kalo inget bahwa dunia ini fana, nggak ada yang abadi
Nanti yang abadi adanya di akhirat, entah abadi di neraka atau di surga
Pengennya ya di surga
Tapi dipikir pikir amalan juga gitu gitu aja, dosanya nambah nambah secara eksponensial

Kadang terlalu mikirin dunia, nanti kerja apa, skripsi gimana, nikah sama siapa, beli rumah kayak gimana, investasi apa dan masalah keduniawian lainnya
Lupa kalo mati bisa kapan aja
Jadi gimana, udah nyiapain bekal apa untuk akhirat nanti biar dapet ridho Allah buat masuk surga ?


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stay under the radar


stay under the radar
being unnoticed
but, still
we need some attention
we crave for it
from someone
like your parents
or your pets
or strangers
but, what we need the most
is the attention
from The Almighty
Allah Subhanahu wa ta'ala


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Psst... Hey Kid ! Wanna Try to Heal This Polluted World ?



Assalamu'alaikum..
Akhir akhir ini, aku sering nonton video-videonya VOX. Nah, salah satu yang paling bikin aku gak habis pikir dengan dunia ini adalah video tentang bagaimana pemerintahan Amerika dari tahun ke tahun menanggapi tentang perubahan iklim. Pada masa Presiden Obama, masalah perubahan iklim atau pemanasan global dianggap isu yang sangat serius. Tapi, dengan segala keajaibannya, Presiden Trump mengatakan lewat kicauannya di twitter bahwa pemanasan global itu HOAX yang dibuat-buat para elit China. Dia beranggapan bahwa pemanasan global itu bukan sesuatu yang harus dibesarkan-besarkan, bahwa memang ada saatnya bumi memanas ataupun mendingin, itu normal normal saja menurut Presiden Trump. Padahal, data-data peneliti menunjukkan bahwa pada rentang tahun 1998-2016 kalo gasalah, bumi mengalami 16 titik suhu tertinggi, dan suhu bumi terus bertambah tiap tahunnya. Yah, Presiden Trump mungkin juga menganggap data ini dimanipulasi mungkin hmm. Bahkan Presiden Trump membatalkan keikutsertaan Amerika di pertemuan beberapa negara untuk membahas terkait Pemanasan Global dan Perubahan Iklim. Mungkin memang kiamat sudah dekat ya, tapi bukan berarti kalau kiamat sudah dekat, kita ngga bisa berusaha untuk mencoba "memperbaiki" bumi yang sudah kita rusak dengan keserakahan kita. Padahal, manusia sebagai khalifah di muka bumi ini, harusnya menjaga bumi dari kerusakan. Makanya, malaikat meragukan kita manusia , lihatlah keadaan kita saat ini, gapeduli sama bumi, kerusakan dimana-mana, kejam banget emang manusia :(

Dari situ, aku berpikir apa yang bisa aku lakukan buat berkontribusi dalam menjaga bumi ini. Nah, dulu aku pernah liat videonya TEDXTalks nya Lauren Singer yang ngebahas tentang gaya hidup Zero Waste yang dijalaninya. Selama 3 tahun, dia hanya menghasilkan 1 toples kecil sampah. Dari situ, aku terinspirasi untuk mencoba hidup Zero Waste dimana kita berusaha untuk menghasilkan sampah sesedikit mungkin. Seperti yang kalian tau, sampah terutama plastik dan sampah anorganik lainnya, merupakan bahan pencemar bumi karena membutuhkan ratusan tahun untuk diurai. Sampah-sampah yang tidak dikelola dengan baik ini juga jadi sumber utama penyebab pemanasan global. Nah, gaya hidup ZW ini bisa kita lakukan dengan konsep 5R, mirip dengan konsep 3R yang kita pelajari di sekolah dulu, namun sayang belum diamalkan hmm. Jadi, 5R mencakup Refuse , Reduce, Reuse, Recycle, dan Rot. Aku belum benar-benar nerapin gaya hidup ZW ini sih, masih suka jajan pakai plastik, masih suka nyampur sampah organik dan anorganik, dan banyak dosa lain yang masih aku lakuin. Aku pengen bener bener mulai hidup ZW.


Nah, untuk mengawali gaya hidup ZW ku, aku buat list hal-hal yang bisa aku dan kamu juga lakukan untuk memulai hidup ZW, sesuai dengan konsep 5R yang aku sebut diawal. Listnya bisa dilihat dibawah ini :
  • Menolak penggunaan plastik sekali pakai seperti kantong plastik, alat makan plastik, juga sedotan plastik. Menolaknya inipun dengan sopan dan senyuman ya, kalo bisa juga mengedukasi penjual atau orang lain untuk mulai mengurangi penggunaan plastik sekali pakai. Misal nih beli es teh di kantin, coba bilang ke ibu penjualnya "Buk, tolong ngga pake sedotan ya es teh nya, soalnya kasihan kemaren ada penyu yang hidungnya berdarah karena kemasukan sedotan plastik. Terimakasih" (eh terlalu lebay ya wkwk) + disertai senyuman. Iya sih mungkin bakal dianggap aneh, tapi worth it kok buat mengurangi produksi sampah di bumi ini.
  • Bawa totebag / tas kain / tas bekas seminar atau tas apapun yang bisa dipakai berulang ulang kali sebagai ganti kantong plastik sekali pakai.
  • Bawa tumblr / botol minum sendiri terus diisi air galon dari rumah biar gausah beli AMDK atau nanti pas beli minum di luar, minta secara baik baik ke penjualnya buat gapake cup plastik tapi pake tempat minum yang kamu bawa.
  • Beli jajanan kiloan pake toples sendiri biar ngurangin sampah plastik kemasan chiki
  • Usahakan jika barang / alat yang diperluin cuma dipake sesekali, lebih baik nyewa atau pinjam daripada beli baru
  • Bawa bekal dari rumah, biar gak tergoda untuk jajan diluar yang kemungkinan dibungkus plastik, atau kalo mau jajan siomay, bakso, batagor, dan kawan kawannya bisa pake wadah sendiri, jadi buat kamu yang suka jajan, sediain wadah kosong di tas buat nanti kalo pengen jajan
  • Belanja di pasar tradisional yang kebanyakan produknya package-free dan jangan lupa bawa tas belanja biar gausah pake kantong plastik
  • Belilah barang seperlunya dan secukupnya
  • Jangan campur sampah organik dan sampah anorganik karena masing masing punya cara pengolahan yang berbeda
  • Belajar membuat kompos untuk sisa sisa bahan organik (untuk lebih jelasnya googling yaa)
  • Jika memang sangat memerlukan plastik sekali pakai, usahakan pilih yang mudah di daur ulang
  • Belajar bikin eco-brick untuk plastik-plastik yang sulit didaur ulang (penjelasannya googling aja ya)
  • Follow akun akun tentang ZW untuk referensi lebih lanjut seperti instagram @zerowaste.id_official , @sustaination, @dkwardhani, dan banyak lagi akun akun sejenis yang sangat informatif dan menginspirasi untuk belajar hidup bebas sampah
Mungkin itu dulu sih list yang bisa kita lakuin buat mulai hidup zero waste. Semoga kita bisa istiqomah buat berusaha mengurangi sampah di bumi kita tercinta ini. Aamiin.

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